Flickering dead stars, black moon heart,
Spectral milky smoke waves emerge, curl, and twist, block out eternity, enraptured I sense no open door, no unlocked window for my escape, no illusions, now, for I have trapped myself – tonight,
Within my room seeps tumbling, turbulent clouds that billow black as coal dust particles, that roll in with the foamy mists at high tide, total darkness of a blind man’s sight,
Foreboding Nephilim crush the beloved to clear his path, crickets, poisonous frogs, snakes crawl, sliver, then disappear,
Hunter of the weak, abandoned child, thumb sucking cherub, innocence killed, murdered, raped, total desolation, an owl perched on a jagged oak branch hoots a warning,
As death Angels approach, and within them Lucifer floats,
A feast in his honor, my spirit his appetizer,
My tears of regret, his nectarous, salty, velvety wine,
My heartfelt, innocent love, his debased gratification sauce,
My hopes and dreams, his humiliation of me, his all-time favorite entre,
My aspirations, infection to hallucination, His sweet digestif,
My desolate heart, his rich, dark chocolate, my-just-deserts,
I dare not close my eyes, though I cannot see,
I dare note drift to sleep, though I am tired of living,
For my dreams, become his dreams, whispers to my soul, God does not exist, faith, nothing but a fool’s paradise lost, I beg for mercy, I beg Satan not haunt me,
Demonic thief of children’s souls, the fatherless-father, seeds legions of hellion imps,
I crawl blindly to my knees, I grope, pant, I suppliant my whole, And Gabriel’s horn to pierce the clear celestial veil, A simple prayer, a simple faith, I pray as if I’m an innocent boy of eight,
No mother’s hug, No mother’s kiss, No protective cloak from the sisters of fate,
As the devils deceit evaporates into mornings spectral light, from darkness to light through the windows of my soul, The sun reignites life, the certainty I survived another night,
And the knowledge I will seek to love, and that I’ll be all right.
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